ME AND MY LOVER ARENT QUIET THE SAME.?

OKAY THIS IS EVERYTHING..... ME AND MY LOVER WAS TOGETHER FOR AROUND 2 YEARS. AND WE WERE ONLY 16 AND STAYING THE NIGHT WITH EACH OTHER AND STUFF LIKE THAT. WELL I MESSED UP. TOOK HER FOR GRANITE JUST GOT CAUGHT UP IN THE MOMENT.... AND SHE WENT BACK TO HER EX THAT WAS TOGETHER FOR 3 YEARS BEFORE I GOT BETWEEN THEM.... AND SHE CAME BACK TO ME AND WE MADE LOVE AND SHE STAYED THE NIGHT BUT THE NEXT DAY.... SHE TEXT ME AND SAID IM SORRY BUT I CANT DO THIS.... OK WELL I MOVED ON FOR ABOUT A MONTH AND SHE TOLD ME SHE WANTED TO GET BACK WITH ME SO I BROKE UP WITH MY CURRENT GF I WAS WITH TO TAKE HER BACK BUT THEN SHE SAID SHES SORRY SHE COULDNT DO IT AGAIN???? BUT NOW SHES BACK... WEVE BEEN TALKING FOR ABOUT A WEEK NOW AND SHES BEEN STAYING THE NIGHT AND STUFF LIKE THAT AGAIN... BUT WERE NOT CLOSE TO WHERE WE WERE SHE SAID SHE DONT WANNA JUMP STRIAGHT BACK INTO IT AND I UNDERSTAND THAT BUT I WANT US TO BE THE SAME AND SHE SAID SHE DONT WANNA DATE RIGHT NO CAUSE SHES BEEN TIED DOWN SINCE 6TH GRADE. AND SHE WOKE UP ONE MORNING AND HER EX CALLED HER LIKE A BILLIOPN TIMES AND SHES BEEN TEXTIN HIM LIKE RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME BUT SHE SAYS ITS NOTHING. BUT THE TRUTH IS YALL.... I LOVE THIS GIRL WITH ALL MY HEART. DONT SAY ITS PUPPY LOVE CAUSE ITS NOT. ITS SO REAL. IVE ALREADY GOT MY LIFE PLANNED WITH THIS GIIRL AND I DONT WANT TO LOOSE HER AGAIN. WHAT DO YALL THINK WILL HAPPEN ?